Marscon, Crusaders, Gaming, and stuff.

So, a decade of writing, work, and running is over.

It may not seem like a lot to some people, but it's been a 1/4th of my life. I wrote and ran over 200 adventures and spent a good bit of time planning things. I think it ended well, and I'm actually okay with it.

It's not just that. I think that this year's Marscon was pretty enlightening on a lot of levels. I may not be as vocal or as descriptive as to what that means, but I think that if this year is about changes in my life, it had to start with the ending of some chapters. This weekend began doing that.

It's late now. I hear a train outside, and I feel exhausted. I still can't sleep, but that's okay, I'm just sitting and contemplating a number of things. For the first time in a while, I am beginning to feel a little light at the end of the tunnel. I don't want that to be snuffed, nor do I want to be waiting for another shoe to drop. I hope that I'm able to make the decisions I need to make and be able to truly accept them.

So, I'm feeling it now, the fatigue, and I should wrap this up. I think that it's one of those things that I've put off too much and now it's hitting me. I'll try to be more consistent over the year about this blog, and hopefully, it will be good news.

More Later

- M -